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Tuesday, September 8, 2009

MATURITY

Simple topic but why does everyone seem to get stressed about it?

This is what I have to say about MATURITY:

Being mature doesn't mean you have to act mature. Not act but think mature. Acting mature only follows if you could think mature.

Easy to understand, right?

I hope everyone gets this. CX

>>>inukazeltz♥

Monday, September 7, 2009

Heart-to-Heart

Here's a tribute that I made for my BESTFRIEND in our section.

Jenis Elleana Mari E. Miranda aka Ayumi









***take note: I didn't use photoshop on these.

>>>heart/eru-chan/inukazeltz♥

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Letter for A96

Hnd man sa pki2alm or pnghi2masok sa mga buhai nan mei buhai, this is what I have to say:

First of all, I agree with what daddy [ernest] said during the open forum we had on our values class. I, too, am wishing for the 1st term to end already because [it may not be obvious but] I'm really getting scared of everything that's happening in our section.

Second, people are really starting to get on my nerves because of these childish fights. I'm really getting tired of seeing the same kind of gap everytime the section is together. I know that I can definitely be a backstabber at times but that doesn't get in my way of communicating with others properly.

Third, I really admire those people who [despite of their case] are not aware of what's happening around them. Why? Because they have nothing to worry about. Even if they have a world of their own, I'd trade all the awareness and friends that I have just to have the same kind of peace that they have and friends like them.

Lastly,


WILL Y'ALL QUIT MESSING WITH OTHER PEOPLE'S LIVES? PUH-LEASE, DO ME A FAVOR AND HAVE YER OWN LIVES, AYT 'CAUSE Y'ALL ARE ACTING LIKE SOME FREAKAZOIDS FROM TEH PLANET IMACHILDISHDUMMYHEAD WHO DON'T KNOW TEH DIFFERENCE BETWEEN RIGHT AND WRONG.

That's all,
Eru-chan

Saturday, September 5, 2009

VALUES: Letter

Love,

From the day I met you, I didn't make any promises for the reason that I don't want to break any of them. I thank you for all the patience and sacrifice that you did during the times I didn't reply to any of your messages or answer your calls. You know that focus was what I needed to attain what I'm dreaming of and thank you for understanding. I know that a simple thanks is not enough to make up for all the things that I made you do and for all the tears that you shed.

I know that I've been a pain at times, but I know that you know that it's my way of saying I missed you. Your love was what kept, is keeping, and will keep me on doing my best in everything that I did, do, and will be doing.

Now that the time for all the waiting is going to end, I'm going to make the one promise that I know I will never break...

I PROMISE TO LOVE YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.

Eru-chan♥♥♥

VALUES: Boy-Girl Relationship

Whoot~!

Like what everyone says, there's nothing wrong with falling in love as long as you are ready for the responsibilities that would come.

It is true that a lot, and I mean A LOT, of teenagers these days get involved with drugs and pms because of CURIOSITY. Duh, is it still curiosity when you know what you're going to do?

Anyways, having a relationship is something everyone wants but sometimes, waiting for the right time for this is the best.

Time is the best judge when it comes to people and relationships. Like what I say,

"Time can prove the worth of a person and his/her relationship with you. Once they walk with you or you walk with them, some might stop somewhere in the middle and leave you walking more but there are still others who would still continue walking with you and those people are the ones you could truly treasure."

A contradiction that I made for that particular quote is,

"Some people leave you not because they want to, but because they have to so, the next time a friend leaves you, think twice before you let go of him/her because once you let go of the wrong person, there's no turning back unless he/she is still willing to be friends with you again."

Confusing right? I know. I've definitely been there and eventually done that.

Because of the happy-go-lucky and friendly personalities that I have, people tend to get attached to me or should I say I TEND TO GET TOO ATTACHED TO THEM. Having these personalities can sometimes be a burden because you treat everyone around you friends and you eventually expect them to be there for you when you need them.

Another quote that I made up for that is,

"Expect the least person, you expect to let you down, to let you down because even the least person you expect to let you down will probably do so."

Makes sense right? Cool.

A boy-girl relationship starts with friendship and sometimes, you're bestfriend could even be the person you're going to walk with in the middle of the church aisle towards the altar in the future.

Gotta love this post~!

>>>inukazeltz♥

Friday, August 28, 2009

VALUES: Respect for Physical/Mental Health

Okay, this is really an awkward topic FOR ME!

Knowing the effects of both smoking and drinking kind off helps people avoid them.

SO NOT!!!

Even if people know what drinking and smoking may do to there health, they still continue what they're doing.

Since it's their life, why would I even bother to persuade them to quit or simply lessen drinking and smoking if all they would be saying is MYOBF!!!



REALITY CHECK PEOPLE!!!

Wake up from all the nonsense stuff that their has to be a right age to do something because nowadays, the issue of age mattering is definitely rubbish!

Smoking as compared to drinking is way WAY different in terms of effects. Smoking leads to numerous diseases that you never imagine and the worst thing that ever happen to you is what you fear most; DEATH. I heard a saying that goes something like, "For every cigarette stick that you use takes away an hour of your life." True or false? I think it's true because of the effects that smoking can cause.

Occasional drinking really isn't bad. Actually, occasional drinking is good for the heart. How so? Studies already proved it! Don't believe me? Google it up please! Occasional drinking is different from regular drinking. Regular intake of liquor or any alcoholic beverage harms the liver and the worst thing that could possibly happen is drinking isn't stopped or lessened is liver cancer.



These are just my opinions towards the class discussion about smoking and drinking. Say what you mean and mean what you say. If you talk-the-talk, then you should definitely walk-the-walk or else you'll end up something worse that what you already are; A POSER.


See yah~!

>>>inukazeltz♥

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

RANDOM: 09-08/27

IT HAS BEEN OFFICIAL!

BOREDOM STRIKES ANYTIME, ANYWHERE, AND ANYHOW!


Reports show that students have been suffering from this contagious disease! It has been striking students quicker than it has ever been as compared to it's previous attacks! Students definitely come in late, fall asleep in class, daydream, or simply cut class.

What are the causes of this contagious disease?

1. Uninteresting lectures!
Students tend to doze off from the boring class discussions because they're not intereseted in the topic of the discussion!

2. Lack of sleep!
Due to the tons of project that have been assigned to every student, each one fails to have a complete sleeping time!

3. Boring professors!
DUH! SELF-EXPLANATORY!



LOL PEOPLE! JUST TOYING AROUND WITH Y'ALL!!! HAHA

But, there is definitely no doubt that boredom can strike anytime of the day! Anything can happen in just a minute. Like what LIFE EXPECTANCY in the Philippines population states:

IN EVERY MINUTE THAT PASSES,
THREE BABIES ARE BORN AND ONE PERSON DIES!



Currently inside CLIR of MCL
NP: When You Say Nothing at All by Alison Krauss
N2NP: NYC by NYC Boys


I know earphones are prohibited here but, what can I do?


MY LIFE REVOLVES AROUND
MUSIC AND MY FANDOM!


Anyways, this ends my entry for this day.
I'm not sure if I can update later but I'll do my best to do it!


GANBATTE NE!!! FAITO FAITO FAITO~!!!


>>>inukazeltz♥

RANDOM: 09-08/26

HERE'S THE FIRST THOUGHT!

WHOAW!!!

My status on YM: "How do you end timeless stress? BE RANDOM!"

"LOVE IT LIKE SO MUCH~!" ----> My ending statement on my GM.

Today has been very random and I have got to say, the pressure's gone way overboard!

People nowadays don't know the difference between

HAGARD & WASTED

and

RELAXED & COOL


DUH-OI~! What a dimwit! Stupid! Idiot! Jerk!

Anything you can say about them~!

They really look DUMB!



Anyways, enough of that nonsense!!! LOL XD

My playlist of the day of the day is very random!!!

It has been my playlist since last night while I was doing my project in English~!

It started with

MILKY WAY by BOA

and ended with

DAITE SENIORITA by YAMASHITA TOMOHISA


My randomness took over me while I was doing my project and luckily,

everyone who saw it, really liked it!

Some had a major headache because of it but some really enjoyed reading!

But what they really wanted to see was their names! LOL

I entitled my project:

THE A96 CRAZE!!!
GUESS WHICH WAS WRITTEN FIRST!!!



As expected, I filled my project with Anime; INUYASHA specifically.

Why INUYASHA? Simple~ Cause it's my fave anime~ DUH!



BACK TO MY PRESSURE PROBLEMS! HAHA


It really hurts to hear the word IRRESPONSIBLE!

Like, what's the essence of saying it anyway? To bring the students lower?

Don't they know that they only shatter the self-confidence of the students?


We're still human beings and FTI
(not FYI but FTI)

in the process of adjusting!!!


Just because we're in a fast-paced dimension now

doesn't give them the right to push us around like we're some kind of


IMANIDIOTKICKME!


Maybe they're the one's who're ought to be called that! HMPH! [-(



This entry is one of the longest that I've written

and

This is the MOST COLORFUL among my entries!


till next time sweeties~!

>>>inukazeltz♥

Saturday, August 22, 2009

RANDOM: 09-08/23

Hey hey!!

This only going to be a short post.

Why? Because of the fact that woman on number T-H-R-E-E is SO GETTING ON MY NERVES!!

Wanna know why?

Not in the mood to tell yah~

LOLz~

Later~!

>>>inukazeltz♥

Thursday, August 20, 2009

RANDOM: 09-08/20

Cellphone Playlist:
Milky Way by BoA
Gotta Find You by Joe Jonas
On the Wind by Hey Say JUMP!
My Heart will Go On by Celine Dion
My Happy Ending by Avril Lavigne
Star Time (piano version) by Hey Say JUMP!
Fire by 2NE1
Tomorrow by Mikuni Shimokawa
Just so You Know by Jesse McCartney
I Thought I Lost You by Miley Cyrus feat. John Travolta
Change the World by V6
White Horse by Taylor Swift
Yuzurenai Negai - Magic Knights Rayearth OST
Rockin' Around the Christmas Tree by Miley Cyrus
Umbrella (Acoustic) by KC Concepcion
Mayonaka no Shadow Boy by Hey Say JUMP!
Beautiful Girl - 200 Pounds of Beauty OST

Hey y'all!
Know any of the songs?
HAHA

Anyways, I wasn't able to update for the past days because of the simple reason that I'm ACTUALLY TOO BUSY to do it.
Can't believe I could ever use those words!!! HAHA
Like WHOAW! Major projects come like flash flood!
They come but stay for a while!
Hopefully, they could all be done before the due dates come~

Been busy for like almost a month already!!!

First down, Filipino!
We were able to deliver our program properly at least that was what I thought.

Second down, English!
Okay, the fun park didn't turn out as well as I expected but, I'm not the leader. So, no worries. All that matters is that I wasn't rushing for it!

Still to do!!!

Humanities!
We are going to present an interpretative dance on monday!
The problem? The time!!! Like duh-oi! It's an interpretative dance!!!
Not a cheerdance!!!
The time limit should've been 4-6 minutes but NO!
They all insisted on having it 8-10 minutes each group!
Now, we're not the only one's who are having problems on how to fill that requirement!

And now, the other project!

Digital Arts Design!
We are going to create a DVD that is supposed to contain all the principles that we learned!
We grouped ourselves and now, we're having problems with the shooting thing!
*sighs*

Oh shucks!!! Terrible!!!
But what can we do?
That's COLLEGE LIFE for me!
Wahahaha~

Missed posting! I'll try to post daily again!
Since I have a bit more time now!
LOLz

See y'all later~!

>>>inukazeltz♥

Monday, August 17, 2009

RANDOM: 09-08/18

CAFETERIA GUARD HAS GONE FROM PLAIN CREEPY TO SIMPLY ANNOYING!

Reports show that there has been a guard roaming around the campus who has been rumored to be out from some place called IMMASTUPIDFREAK.

Whoot! Major anger issues?
SO NOT! Well, maybe I exaggerated but, it's true!
From plain creepy to simply annoying!

Like duh-oi! Why does it always have to be the MMA students who are being lectured or simply recognized when it comes to laptop usage around the cafeteria!!!

Dimwit! Stupid! Jerk! I really didn't mind looking for his name!
Take note: the guard's a guy! Not a lady BUT A GUY!
So, head's up people!!! Beware of the monster guard!!!

MWUAHAHAHAHAH~!!! >:)

later~

>>>inukazeltz♥

Thursday, August 13, 2009

RANDOM: 09-08/13

WARING: RANT ENTRY!

e2 ang unang pgk2taon nah mgl2gai akuh nan entry nah tglog tpx nka txt form pah.
bkt??? ml2man nyuh me2a.


e2 nah un mga ngyri kun bkt kuh nxbing rant 2.

pnuh b nmn, muntanga~!!!
kala muh kun xnuh xang mgling pwa mkpgxbi nan gnun~!!!
anlaki nan pngbgo nea!!!!
xbra~!!! nwla nah un dting un nah nkila2 nmin!!!
grbe~ hnd nah tlgah xa mrnong rumespeto nan tau!!!
pti bah nmn b2e p2lan???
db ang abnormal~! tpx nambastos pah! at e2 pah,
nambastos nah, nambara pah~!
o, xan kah pah???
db munabnormal!

xnuh kamu xa? mea kuh xbhn~!
grbe nah tlgah! xmxbra nah xa!!
dpt xnah cnampal nah lan xa knina ni ayumi ee!!!
grbe mpkgslita!!! kala muh xla lan ni ayumi un tau xa rum!!!
tpx un kei dianne pah wulanju ee!!!
bti nga xknya at hnd xa nkxkai dun xa s2kyan ni krissy!
kala muh kun xnuh, walk out nmn plah..
mybng!!!!

langya! dpt xknya tnatapat nah ee!
nami2hasa nah ang gagong un!!!
tae na!!! pramis!!! isa pah, hnd nah kuh mgpi2gil!
hnd nah kuh mgti2mpi pwa lan pgpxnxahan xa!!
wula akun pki xa kun pnuh nea d2pnsahan ang xrili nea!!!
hnd lan nmn kxe kuh un naa2rgabyado nea ee!!!
andmi nah!!!!

kea kun hnd pah xa mgb2go, tae, bhala xa!
hnd nmn kmi un manga2nib xa huli ee!
hnd xa ang mang i2wan, xa ang i2wanan!!!
at naun pah lan, nagc2mula nah~

xnuh xa???
e2 nah!!! game!!!

KENNEDY BUI

naun alm nyuh nah, bhla nah kau kun pnuh pki22nguhahn ang gagong yan~!!
tae ee!!!

>>>inukazeltz♥

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

RANDOM: 09-08/12

Kon kon minna san!!!

Current Playlist:
Nounai Dance by Yuri Chiinen and Ryosuke Yamada
White Horse by Taylor Swift
Butterfly Fly Away by Miley Cyrus feat. Billy Ray Cyrus
NYC by NYC Boys
When You're Gone by Avril Lavigne
Honto no Jibun by Buono!
Let's Dance by Miley Cyrus

Anyways, today was just like any other day!
So tiring but two events made it all different.

First, the practice for swing!
Finally, we were able to finish it!
And now, for the whole practice to be performed on Tuesday!

The other, hospital visitation!
Together with Alyssa Martinez and Allen Gungon, we visited Heidy dela Calzada.
She has been hospitalized for almost two weeks now!

And it was definitely confirmed, she was going to drop out on her first term.
It was because of the complications she had during the past two weeks.

So, this entry is not the typical fun and happy stuff.
I would like everyone who read, are reading, and will be reading this entry
to please pray for our dear classmates fast recovery!
It would definitely be a big help because prayer power is the strongest!

HEIDY DELA CALZADA!!!
GET WELL SOON!!!
WE WILL BE LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING YOU!!!

Please Pray for her fast recovery!!!
That's all that matters now...

Til next time~

>>>inukazeltz♥

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

RANDOM: 09-08/11

Konbanwa minna san!!!
Minna genki???
XD X3 XP

As of now, this has been one of the happiest day of my college life!
Talk about major laugh trip on our way home!!!

First came the photoshoot early in the morning.
Then the one after class around sunset.

Dance practice for BLUE JEANS and shoot for mtv as well.

But, what was the happiest was the laugh trip on the jeep!
Ayumi, Sheila, Kristian, Kristine, Yumi, Beri, Jigoku, Allen, and I
went home together.
The laugh trip started as soon as we got inside the jeep.
It started with jokes then mixed with the laugh trip during practice/photoshoot
and was ended with jokes again.

All the other passengers were like hiding their smiles and laughter because of us.
They weren't laughing at us, they were laughing with us.
Like duh-oi, who wouldn't be laughing, we were all laughing at almost anythin anyone of us say!

Talk about major hyper mode!!!
HAHAHA!

After Kristine and Kristian, got off, we were still laughing and eventually, silent again.
But it wasn't because we were like irritated by each other, it was because of everything we did!
We got so tired from all the laughing that we did!!!

And now, I feel sleepy!!!
So, see yah~!!

>>>inukazeltz♥

Monday, August 10, 2009

RANDOM: 09-08/10

A post before I go to my own world.

Time: 8:36 pm
Location: Yatcomputer Internet Cafe
Now Playing: When You're Gone by Avril Lavigne

Still can't get rid of that song!
Love it so much!
A bit dramatic but what the hey!
It really calms my mind and at the same time, diverts my attention to different things.
Cool huh?

The photo shoot we had earlier today was really fun!!!
I get to be a real-life nerd!!!
EWWWW~!!! I know, right?
But, the feeling's different. How so?
You would really feel what real nerds feel when they get ridiculed by people.

Always remember:
NEVER JUDGE A BOOK BY IT'S COVER BECAUSE LOOKS ARE DECEIVING!

Two quotes in one. Cute right? HAHA XD

Back to the photo shoot.
I never knew that being a model would be a tough job!!!
And to think that this is only a project for a particular subject, or as our school might say, course.


Tiring but definitely fun!!!
Gotta love 'em~!!!

I really can't wait for the next photo shoot!!!
Til next posting!!!

Time: 8:53 pm
Location: off to somewhere I can be at peace
Now Playing: When You're Gone by Avril Lavigne

**talk about major LSS**

>>>inukazeltz♥

Sunday, August 9, 2009

RANDOM: 09-08/10

Hey y'all!

Currently at school but nothing's really new.

Just busy with being random.

Still waiting for our turn for the photo/video shoot for our Filipino.



Currently listening to: When You're Gone

Performed by: Avril Lavigne



I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when i cry

And the days felt like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lied is made up on your side



When you walk away, I count the steps that you take.

Do you see how much I need you right now?



When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone, the face I came to know is missing to

When you're gone, the words I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it okay, I miss you



I've never felt this way before

Everything that I do, reminds me of you

And the clothes you left that lie on the floor

And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do



When you walk away, I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?



When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone, the face I came to know is missing to

When you're gone, the words I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it okay, I miss you



We were made for each other, out here forever

I know we were

Yeah yeah

And all I ever wanted is for you to know

Everything I do, I give my heart and soul

I can't hardly breathe I need to feel you hear with me

Yeah yeah...



When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone, the face I came to know is missing to

When you're gone, the words I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it okay, I miss you

Love the song! Hope y'all do, too!



buh bye!

That's all folks!

Til next posting!



>>>inukazeltz♥

Saturday, August 8, 2009

RANDOM: 09-08/08

Okay! Since I have nothing else to do, I decided to update today.

The things that I've done today were basically boring. why? Well, I really wanted to go with my classmates to SM Megamall and we were gonna cosplay, which is like my first time on public aside from school that is, but i wasn't allowed because it was too far so i stayed home.

*cries*



*sighs*



*glares*



*laughs*




Lookey Lookey! I made fun of myself!!
This is my anime addiction!
mwuahahahahah~!!!!

*evil laugh*



till my next posting!!!
Hope y'all could deal with my randomness!
LOL XD

>>>inukazeltz♥

Friday, August 7, 2009

RANDOM: 09-08/07

Whoot~!
This day has been somewhat FUN AND EXCITING but somewhat CONFUSING.

Well, it all started this morning, I already had an assignment in Math but the only problem was that I didn't have any graphing paper to write my answers on so, while I was walking towards the tricycle terminal, I saw Sheila and approached her. Having said last night that I needed her to bring some graphing paper for me, I was able to finish my assignment on time but the problem this time was the others who saw us weren't done with their own assignment so, we waited for them and got on the tricycle. We arrived at the school grounds and rushed ourselves to room 200. We entered the room at 7:15 am and good thing we were able to catch up with the time before we were all considered absent. So, that was for Math001.

Next, Hum013. Technically, the whole period was mostly spent on waiting for files to finish downloading since it was what our professor needed so he could discuss his lessons with us.

After Hum013, Values! The continuation of the talent show and the voting for the very first "TALENTADONG A96" were done. After a series of performances, there came a showdown. Since we had a showdown last Wednesday while we were shooting and practicing for our Filipino, we had the same showdown except that the one we had first was longer than what happened earlier. After the showdown came the voting, then the announcement of the winner.

YUMI RIKA BENJAMIN
TALENTADONG A96 WINNER

Talk about major Micheal Jackson Dance Craze!!! She definitely rocked the whole talent show which went on for 2 meetings!!!

Anyways, vacancy came and next was PE021! We were so prepared for the presentation of the taebo because it was announced last week that we were supposed to be presenting it today but, unfortunatelym we weren't able to because, our professor didn't want to have the same mistakes that had happened last week. Luckily, we were able to use this time for improvements because there was always room for them.

Feel free to click any of the links here: (You can also download them if you want to)
Song: Honto no Jibun!
Artist: Buono!
Official PV: Honto ni Jibun - Buono!
Date of Release: October 21, 2007

This is the last entry for today!
Please do listen and watch these links!

>>>inukazeltz♥

VALUES: Excellence

Hey y'all! Shmee ugen (it's me again)~!
This entry is for school this time so, this is basically part of randomness.

1. What do you feel during the actual performance?

Well, I felt nervous and, at the same time, ecstatic. Even though our performance wasn't that all great, the important thing was we all had fun and we had the chance to laugh at and not to embarrass ourselves. In life, one must learn to laugh at oneself in order to attain self-confidence.

2. What makes the activity easy or hard for you?

What made it easy for me was the fact that dancing wasn't new to me and that I've been doing it ever since I was a child. The challenge was the part where we had to teach the others the dance steps. Why? It was because the day of the practice didn't turn out to be practice at all and it was very disappointing. Luckily, AYUMI, HEIDY, AND I were able to spice things up OUR WAY!

3. How were you able to develop your talent or skill?

Honestly, I really don't know. Maybe because of practice??? HAHA. Not really sure about that.

4. How were you able to achieve such accomplishment?

Since this question is related to numbah thuwee, still don't know the answer. HAHA! XD

5. What have you realized/learned from the activity?

I've realized that each person really needs time to get out of their own shell because not everyone has the same amount of self-confidence especially when it comes to this kind of stuff. After seeing the talents of my classmates, I AM PROUD TO SAY THAT I AM PART OF A96 BECAUSE I CAN SAY THAT OUR SECTION HAS THE FULL PACKAGE WHEN IT COMES TO SHOWCASING TALENTS!

That ends this entry, looks like something big has been revealed! X3
till next time everyone!!!

>>>inukazeltz♥

Monday, August 3, 2009

VALUES: Open Forum!

Konnichiwa minna san!!!
Genki desu ka???
Itsumo kiostsukette ne!!!

That's my real self for the intro!
Nihonggo! Gotta love it!

Anyways, the open forum was fun but not a blast. Sure, I was able to hoist my targets but the feeling is still there. The open forum would've been better if I called out names instead of making blind items to boggle everyone.

Positives:
Some things were:
Clarified.
Opened.
and, Touched.

Negatives:
Some things were:
Left hanging on the line.
Said.
and, Ended.

Eventually:
Some changed but not everyone.
Some were for the better and some were definitely for the worse.

Confusing right?
Me, too.

Till the next open forum!
This has a continuation! (HOPEFULLY!)

>>>inukazeltz♥

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

RANDOM: 09-07/29

As of now, this has been the worst day of my life. Why? Let's just say that I've been stranded somewhere between what's real and not. A lot has happened and I can't seem to take hold of the things around me. Somehow, I felt lost; lost in the randomness that I created. I'm stuck between something I never knew that I could get into. What a mess this is and I don't know how to clean it all up.

To bring someone up, I would like to thank BEA LOURDES MARTINEZ for taking my mind off of things. Without her knowledge of it, she managed to lessen the pain that I felt.

Right now, I'm thinking of counseling as a solution to this problem.

This post is just something I wanted to let out because it has been inside of me for the past weeks. Since my blog title says it all, I know that you would understand why I posted this.

Till my next post! See yah~!

>>>inukazeltz♥

Monday, July 20, 2009

BACK-2-BACK

This entry is a support entry for my previous post entitled "Self Respect and Respect for Others."


BACKstabbing BACKstabbers and BACK-stabbed

There's an emphasis on the BACK because the activity that we did last July 17, 2009 was about backstabbing, backstabbers, and being back-stabbed.

I CAN RELATE LIKE OH SO VERY MUCH~!!!! FINALLY, A TOPIC I WOULD LOVE TO DISCUSS!!! (too bad it wasn't an open forum *sighs* -_-;;)

On with the activity, a piece of paper was placed on our back and what we were going to do was to write stuff on the paper ON THE BACK of the person. So, it was literally what you call BACKSTABBING.

Surprisingly, at the end of the activity when we were all able to look at what other people wrote on our backs, there wasn't any negative trait written on mine. I really didn't what to feel because a part of me was really disappointed because it would mean that I'm already on the safe side and I don't have anything to change but only to improve. I felt disappointed because I remember what my classmate told us during our retreat: "Wag naman puro positive traits ang ilalagay niyo sa susunod kasi paano ko mababago yung mga dapat kung baguhin kung ni-isang negative trait eh wala. Pero nagpapasalamat ako sa mga sinabi o sinulat niyo kasi ganoon yung tingin niyo sa'kin." So? I really agree and I would really like to thank everyone who wrote all those good traits of mine.


Somehow, I really didn't feel relieved or anything after the activity. Sure, it was fun and it lessened the tension between everyone since we got the chance to say, or in this case write, what we have to say to a particular person. After that activity, I really do wish that the people whom I wrote negative traits on would change because I know that when I feel something towards someone, a lot would agree with me. TRUST ME! BEEN THERE AND SO DONE WITH THAT! XD

That's the end of this supporting entry~

>>>inukazeltz♥

Saturday, July 18, 2009

VALUES: Self Respect and Respect for Others

Respect me and I'd do the same thing to you.

1. Looking back at the list of your positive characteristics and qualities, what do you feel and realize about it?
Looking back at my list, I feel self-centered claiming those traits but when I read what everyone else thought about me, I felt ecstatic because I never knew that I was that kind of person; the kind of person I really wanted to be. This reminds me of a line I quoted from the movie "What Happens in Vegas" starring Cameron Diaz and Ashton Kutcher. "I tried to change myself to please others but, by pleasing you, I found myself again." A very short line yet very meaningful.


2. The Golden Rule says “Do unto others as you would have others do unto you.”

a. Given the following situations, how would you like to be treated by your teachers and schoolmates:
- when you have given wrong answers to the questions during recitation:
I would like to be treated fair because, like everybody else, I'm only human who also makes mistakes and gets hurt.
- when you are expressing your opinion during class or group discussion:
I would like them to listen because that would be a sign that the respect whatever I have to say since it is my opinion.
- when you are giving suggestions during group work or presentation:
I would like them to think my suggestion over first before rejecting it because there are numerous possibilities of having a good suggestion especially if it is really good.
- when you commit mistake:
I would like to be treated with respect but of course, laughing or giggling wouldn't be avoided and I would surely understand if they do respond like that.
- when you don’t like doing what they ask you to do:
I would like to be treated nicely and be given another task if I really don't want to do what they're asking me but nevertheless if I'm not the leader, I might as well follow what has instructed of me to do.
- when they want to give you their comments or suggestions:
I would like to be treated anyway they want except for violent actions or anything like that because if this topic regards me then they should really tell me everything they to tell me may it be positive or negative.

b. Considering the given ideas on how to treat others with respect, what can you commit to yourself in terms dealing with the MCL community: teachers, students, employees, security, maintenance/janitors and canteen personnel?
As expected from a well-educated student of Alpha Angelicum Academy, I would treat everyone around me with respect especially those in authority because who am I to disrespect them and besides they're older than me and I should respect them if I want to be treated the same way.

So that ends Self Respect and Respect for Others.
Till my next post! Love y'all~ ♥

>>>inukazeltz♥

Thursday, July 16, 2009

VALUES: Values Application

Date/Time: Everyday

Values practiced: Friendship

Story: Well, there really isn't that much to tell because it is practically the same thing. Like what O said before, I'm happy-go-lucky person with an open book for a life with a thick layer for a cover. Friendship happens anywhere, anytime, anyhow, and of course with anyone (this is only me and nobody else but me XD)! hahahaha!

Feelings: Random because friendship is like love, a roller coaster ride of emotions but less complicated.

Learning: Friends are everywhere. They're like diamonds because as the saying goes, "Diamonds are Forever."



Date/Time: Everday

Values practiced: Fun

Story: Since I have a happy-go-lucky personality, fun can't definitely be out of the package! Everyone says I'm fun to be with. Well maybe because I know how to get along with people's "trips" unlike some people I know. I admit that I could be stubborn at times but nevertheless an hour wouldn't pass by in school without me smiling or laughing. Talk about major craziness! XD What the hey! That's what's fun for me and I can't do no nothing about it except for having a DELIGHTFUL time and an ACTION-PACKED day! People involved, anyone! Where? Anywhere!

Feelings: Fun (of course, like DUH)

Learning: Life' s too fun to throw spend being sad and lonely!

Week3: Complete!!!
SUGOI!!!

till next posting!XD

VALUES: Self Evaluation

Self Evaluation

1. How was your first week of stay at MCL? How do you feel about your teachers and schoolmates? How do you find your courses? What sort of adjustment you still have to meet in terms of your academics, emotions, and social involvement?

My first week at MCL didn't really feel that much different from my previous school because I know that the ME who entered MCL is still the ME who studied at AAA. Aside from the new people thing, everything pretty much fell into place once introductions were done.

The courses felt really interesting especially Hum013. There's something in that course that challenges me a lot and that's the part of enhancing my memorization skills. I really have difficulties with memorizing stuff so, gotta improve that~! XD

When it comes to academics, time management would be the best thing that I should practice so that I wouldn't lose track of my goal. Emotions come and go, my life is pretty much an open book that anyone can read but, something behind the covers are not worth looking at because there's what I call my dark side. Social involvement or interaction really isn't a difficult thing to deal with because with my happy-go-lucky personality, I think I can get along well with pretty much everyone but, only one thing gets on my nerves a lot; AIRHEAD SEASON.



2. How would you like your first year in college be? What specifically you have to do to achieve these desires?

I would like my first year of college to be fun and exciting with out losing my scholarship and that's basically part of the challenge I planned to conquer. Friends of course are definitely part of what I expect and recently, a lot of people are friendly even though some are TOTAL AIRHEADS and ABNORMALITES.

Specifically, I would like to achieve better grades so I could maintain my scholarship and push it through the rest of the college life.

Values Week 2: Complete!
SUGOI!!!

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Agents of Socialization

Agents of Socialization:
  • Family
  • Peer Groups
  • Mass Media
Where would i benefit more?
Well, family would definitely be on top of the list, followed by peers, and last but definitely not the least, mass media.

Family first because they're the ones who molded me into who I am today. If it weren't for them, I wouldn't be the happy-go-lucky type of person that everyone knows. My parents exposed me to international socialization early! Talk about major english conversations! My parents, aunt, and grandmothers taught to have a wide understandings and to look at a situation in different perspectives. Since my parents left me here in the Philippines to study, I never did rebel against them. Why? Well, it's simply because of the fact that it's a sacrifice for them to work abroad just to satisfy our basic needs. Because they worked abroad, I lived with my aunt and grandmothers' house. They taught how to be independent and how to study on my own. I learned a lot of things from my family and I was able to apply all of them in my social life.


Speaking of social life, this is where peers enter. Well, to have friends means to be able to adapt what's "in" without losing what's more important. They taught how to socialize more. How? Well, since I'm exposed to different people, I would definitely have to understand and be able to see things differently without losing my own perspective because not everyone has the same perspective as I do. Having peers means having better development of understanding and socialization because if you believe that people will change to be friends with you, YOU ARE SO DEFINITELY AND ABSOLUTELY WRONG! Why? Because today's generation involves proper companionship, anyone who is facing difficulties or having trouble with being alone must learn to change his/her attitude.


Lastly, Mass Media. Well, this is just my other way of communicating with friends and family. With mass media, indirect friendship may be formed. How? Through text clans, chat rooms, and many others. This is a bit dangerous so having an indirect connection with someone you don't know that much should be careful.


Overall, the best agent of socialization for me would be my family.

See y'all next time!!!

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

JERK-A-SAURUS

Hey y'all! Time for a new entry! This time, it ain't any ordinary
entry.

It's about someone by the name JERK-A-SAURUS!

On with the blind item:

What do you call someone who says, "I'm not liable for any file losses
because it's your RESPONSIBILITY as a student to prepare back-up
files for yourself in case something happens."?

What do you call that someone? Definitely a JERK-A-SAURUS but, let's just call him JERK!

Like duh, isn't it HIS RESPONSIBILITY to assure us that our files are safe since he is the moderator/professor of our class.

Why the sudden burst of thought? Well, here's the whole story:

My friend used one of the ----- and as what was instructed, she saved her files there. She's been using the same unit ever since we started that class. Then, one meeting her ----- was gone. We thought it was just transfered to the ----- beside me but, unfortunately, it wasn't. The unit beside mine had a major repair and my friend's files were all gone; including her project.

So, we approached JERK and told him what happened but, instead of helping my friend deal with what had happened, he lectured on us about how we should prepare back-up files.

I just rolled my eyes as he continued lecturing. My friend cried silently beside me and all I could do was try to cheer her up. Talk about major melt down! Eventually, the real deal of the class started as if nothing had happened earlier.

So, that's basically it.

What do you feel? Comment it and let's see how would i respond to that.

Does my rant seem immature? SO DON'T CARE if you think it's immature!! Why? That's because this is MY BLOG and the title says it all.

In the end, there's always the part where you reveal your blind items. So, want to know who JERK-A-SAURUS is? Nah, ore wa daisuki ja nai, demo one thing's for sure, the old school has died and started a new one and another took the crown and throne with him.

SENSEI HONTOU NI BAKA!!! HONTOU NI HONTOU NI BAKA!!! UNKO TABEMASU BAKA!!! DAME KYOUSHI!!!

And that ends today's blog entry. For comments, violent reactions, and suggestions, just comment this.

See y'all next time!

>>>inukazeltz♥

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

VALUES: Making the Transition from High School to College

Name: Elton James Y. Gagni
Date: 09-07/02
Degree Program: MMA-1

A college student must have an array of skills to help meet the many academic, social, and emotional demands of campus life. to assess your readiness for college (or that of someone close to you), check each skill that you believe you have.

WILL YOU BE ABLE TO...
☺ analyze course demands and plan your study time accordingly?
☺ take accurate and clear notes on a lecture in your on words?
☺ read actively so that you remember what you read?
____ study on your own for at least 15-20 hours per week?
☺ express yourself clearly on paper?
☺ take a multiple-choice test successfully?
☺ think critically about a topic and express your opinions in writing?
IF SO, YOU'RE READY FOR THE ACADEMIC DEMANDS OF COLLEGE.

WILL YOU BE ABLE TO...
☺ get yourself out of bed and to class on your own?
☺ balance study time with socializing and time alone?
☺ stay calm and focused during an exam?
☺ cope effectively when you're anxious or depressed?
☺ stay motivated when you are frustrated or have failed?
☺ find ways to relax when you're stressed?
IF SO, YOU'RE READY TO MANAGE YOURESLF IN COLLEGE.

WILL YOU BE ABLE TO...
☺ keep your own biases in check so that you can interact with someone who is different that you in race, gender, age, religion, culture, or sexual orientation?
☺ stay open to and respectful of someone who has different values or ideas or lifestyle than yours?
☺ acknowledge your own biases and prejudices and work to reduce them?
IF SO, YOU'RE READY FOR THE MULTICULTURAL EXPERIENCE OF COLLEGE.

WILL YOU BE ABLE TO...
☺ ask a quesiton when you don't know or understand something?
☺ introduce yourself to someone and initiate a conversation?
☺ disagree with someone and negotiate a compromise?
☺ say no when you don't want to do something? (e.g., drugs)
☺ get close to someone without becoming too dependent or losing yourself?
IF SO, YOU'RE READY FOR THE INTERPERSONAL DEMANDS OF COLLEGE.

WILL YOU BE ABLE TO...
☺ identify your own reasons for attending college?
☺ list things that you like and things that you're good at?
☺ recognize what is important to you in life?
IF SO, YOU'RE READY TO SET GOALS IN COLLEGE AND CHOOSE A MAJOR.

WILL YOU BE ABLE TO...
☺ recognize when you have a problem?
☺ ask for help?
☺ make mistakes without losing confidence in yourself?
☺ indetify resources where you can get assistance?
IF SO, YOU'RE READY TO TACKLE THE PROBLEMS OF COLLEGE.


If you identify areas where your skills are not as higly developed, consider using the services of Center for Student Development. This office will help you manage the transition to college.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Good Bye or Till next Time?

An entry that was supposed to be posted last 09-06/28 was just posted now.

Maa, maa, maa...

It has finally come. Looks like the time to say BUH-BYE has arrived after so many years of anticipation.

I'm really wondering if I'm gonna miss them because during the times they were here, they didn't visit or anything so, with them being gone, there really wouldn't be much changes.

Actually, there may be one. The immature acts around the place will probably be lessened because from my point of view, that person is a major immature thinker.

He always thinks inside the box and doesn't even try to exert any effort on something, not to mention their own plane tickets. Always been the braggart ever since... uh... I don't really know. The family always says that he's been a braggart and a hot-head ever since he was a kid. Maa, looks like someone hasn't been watching his manners. :))


Anyways, he made a few good things for us. Frankly, I don't consider them as gifts or anything. Why? The reason he's doing it is for people to think that he's being generous when the truth is his being a braggart. Oh wait, did I mention the superiority complex he has? Well, he has this tendency to like, buy something and start showing off what he bought to people who don't have that particular thing.


For example, the PSP that mama bought for lil bro as a gift for his academic standing clearly blinded my uncle's sight. After our parents left for abroad again, I really don't know whether he really wants to visit us or to simply ask something about the PSP. From my point of view, I think he's only doing it for the sake of the PSP.


That's what is recent but what about the past? Whoaw!!! That's gonna be a tough job! Typing everything that had happened is like getting the feeling of hatred back.

Lesson: Stay Away From Moi!
X3 hate much? oh puh-lease~

>>>inukazeltz♥

Friday, June 26, 2009

VALUES: First Encounter

Here's a simple situation for y'all to think about.

Someone volunteers to be a leader 'cause of her so-called experiences but she can't even form a straight sentence in a particular language. :))

Stupid, right? Volunteering for something with her "so-called" experiences. Her english? Big time SUCKER! Best called BITCHY RATHER THAN PROFESSIONAL english. Too much of a control freak! How did I know? I have my sources. Fashion statement? So out of it! I wanna ask her this, "Hey, have you looked at yourself before going bere? Because you look terrible!" Mean much? Trust me! I am so not over reacting. >:)

Anyways, on with our first encounter. First meeting was fun but somehow it kinda sucked because of a particular thing.

Not gonna mention it because someone might get hurt and also because I still respect that someone but the girl I mentioned earlier? So not!

First entry is mean right? That's just part of the stories. Wait until you reach the juicy part.

Comment on this and wait until the next entry has been posted. Tell you more about my observations and interpretations which technically turn out to be right and sometimes cruel to the bones.

But what the hay! Meet me, myself, and I!


>>>inukazeltz~♥